For the previous I am sorry.

If you're a christian you will probably understand this post all too well. If you're not a christian then let this be a testament to the fact that God will always point out to you when your mindset is wrong.

After that last post I went on for a couple of days with the same attitude I had displayed on this site. Ex: Poor me, I hate my job, I have no money etc. In that time I have heard three different sermons in three different places about how I should look at the good side of things because I will benefit from that more. I feel better now.

Even when I was complaining I knew that there was so much to be thankful for. I just needed some time to scream at someone and God is a good listener and a good teacher.
Moving on, If I had big robot arms then I would rip apart cars and break things needlessly.

It's the little things!

Isn't it amazing how you can have a bunch of really good things happen to you and then one bad thing throws everything out of wack? Hold on a second. Screw optimism! I have had a bunch of really bad things happen to me lately! I am void of positive experiences. I don't care if you think I'm whining. I refuse to compare my situation to other people's who have it far worse than me. I am going to be self centered and angry. This past month has been terrible! Here's a list of the crap that has been going on.
1. My school lied to me and didn't give me anywhere near the amount of money theYY PROMISED me in my return!
2. Because of the latter I am in a financial pickle!
3. Because of the latter I was forced to take a job that I hate, making barely any money!
4. Because of the latter I have about 400 dollars on my credit card!
5. I just got a flat tire this morning that I don't have the money to fix!
6. I just failed my French mid-term and will now be hard pressed to bring my grade up!

All of that has happened in ONE month! I get over one thing and then WHAM something else comes along. Normally I would be very mature about all this and push on, but I'm just fed up with bad stuff happening to good people. YES I CONSIDER MYSELF GOOD PEOPLE. DON'T JUDGE ME! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I'm sorry for yelling and being all around nasty! F*CK!