Dumpster Feet Bears and a Pig Named Gruntildabeast.

Well I know it has been a long time since my last post. I guess when your busy learning the ways of the zombie so you can be prepared for your final exams time just slips out of your bony fingers. I trust no one. Beef stew is only good if you add spices and I once had a 300 pound man step on my stomach. The wierd thing is that I let him do it. My colon hated me for about a week. Glass bottle cokes are the best soft drink there is. I just realized that soft drink is a term referring to a drink that is not a hard drink such as liquor. I can't believe I never thought of that. In Michigan they call it pop instead of soda. Sometime cola too. Nobody likes the cola kids. I used to get called North Carolina when I lived in Michigan. Apparently my accent sounded more stupid than theres. I pretend that the person in the mirror is someone looking through a window. I always try to guess what I look like if he's just staring through a window. Why is he always at the windows I'm looking through? If I could grow a full beard I would. I have a million good ideas but very little drive to do them. I need a drive engine to hook up to my skull. I want to go camping on the beach and then go snowboarding. My friends are getting farther and farther away from God. I'm afraid I'm letting it affect me. I should be studying right now, but I'm not. I can't wait to act in my first movie. I want to create a character that can't be forgotten. I want to be able to provide for my family. It is almost time to pay my car insurance. I Hope the price goes down soon. Those wrecks were a long time ago. This may be getting boring, but I bet your still reading. I crave to be able to do so many things. I want to dance, sing, cook, create, write, be responsible, be organized, wear a tie, button my shirt, and read all the books I'm in the middle of. That's not all the things I want to do. My dinner tonight at one point was chewing on some grass and I bet it had no idea that it would oneday be dead on a plate and eaten by me. I'm mean. My hands feel clean. I brush my teeth once a day. Most of you do too. You can take back that disgusted look you gave me now. Thank you. I love Christ. People make me sad sometimes. I want to share Christ, but don't know how. I want to do things that are unexplainable. I have to go now. I have to study. I have to act. I have to study acting. I must not go to sleep or I will fail my zombie exam. I crave brains.

I have great news for all of my readers, especially any of my Caswell readers. First I guess I have to update any people who wouldn't know anything about any of this. Here we go.

This summer my mom was diagnosed with stage three ovarian cancer. The doctors said that she had about a 20% chance to live. That really wasn't good news and we were all kind of freaked out. I was working at a christian summer camp at Fort Caswell when I got the phone call. I was pretty distraught so I did the only thing I could do in a situation like that. I started to pray. I got all 60+ summer staffers together and told them the situation and asked them to call their churches and get them to start praying for my mom. I also had someone make an announcement at Hatch auditorium the next morning to all the campers. There were about 1000+ that week so all their churches were praying for my mom. I also called some of the speakers that spoke at Caswell this summer and asked them to pray and tell their ministries. Anyway the point of telling you all that is to show you that my mom had pretty bad odds, but had a lot of people praying for her.

Now on to the good news. As of two days ago my mom is now 100% free of cancer! All the prayers really helped. I'm not saying that medical science didn't have it's place in this, but I am saying that the prayer of the people of God really helped. My mom was upbeat about the cancer and was really encouraged by all the people she didn't know praying for her. Anyways I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who was praying for her and congratulations on a job well done.

Well seeing as I am in class I am going to have to end this letter. Also don't be angry that I didn't call some of you personally it is just that its finals week and I'm really bogged down with work. Good luck to all in college finals and thank you agian.

If you wanna die try to take Big Kathys applesauce.

It is December first and I love it. I have some good news for all you faithful readers out there. I am going to be adding pictures to my site soon. I know that all of you are dying to see what I look like. Just a word of advice when you see the pictures don't stare too long or your eyes will fall out. Also, please try not to gasp. Some people are born different.

I just got done writing a monologue for my acting class and am completely dissatisfied with it. No matter what I write I always seem to be unhappy with the end result. It is maddening. Do you know what I want for Christmas? I want to be able to accept my mediocrity and stop expecting so much of myself. That's what I want.

Well only one week of school left and then exams. I really can't wait. I just want to go ahead and end this semester, but first I must go through the grueling task of tests and papers. I tell ya they never end.

Well that's all. This is my mediocre message and I like it. Have a good one kiddies.