Monday, October 10, 2005

Takin my frustration out on a tree

I realized as I decided to write this post that if I didn't give any background information then it would just seem like a really depressing post with no goodness at all. Here's what happened. I woke up this morning with barely no sleep from the night before and was nearly late to class. I also missed breakfast and that really bummed me out. I have 3 huge papers due all at the same time and Outback is working me to death! School is just really stressful and I was hating the whole world so during math class I wrote out a list that made me feel much better. Here it is.

I'm tired.....
of going to bed late and getting up early, eating crappy cafeteria food, worrying about the future, worrying about my mom, my dad, my grades, worrying in general, being afraid of wasting my education, paying so much for my education, not understanding math, feeling stupid, doing papers, tests and having my dumb work shirt ironed, tips, redneck retards at work, complaining but doing nothing, being lazy, having responsibility shoved all over me, having to reach others expectations, having immoral jerks be filthy rich, seeing good people get screwed over and over again, my car battery dying, missing my family, dry erase boards, having a dirty dorm room, having an antisocial roommate, cancer and every disease, prejudice, hate, and crime, depressing news stories, having so many ambitions and so little time to do them, wanting to change things that can't be changed, not paying attention in class, going to the library,listening to non-believers trash Christ and my religion, tired of automatically being a judgemental, arrogant, hypocritical jerk in some peoples eyes just because I don't deny being christian, spiritual warfare, I'm tired of complaining.

After writing that list out all of a sudden I felt much better and like all the stuff I have to do is really do-able now. Hopefully this list will help someone else get their frustration out. I have to go now and climb the mountain of work that needs to be done and start spelunking my way down.
thingsareinteresting.blogspot.com promises that no trees were hurt in the making of this post except the ones that have already been turned into paper.

1 Comments:

At 11:13 AM, Blogger AJ. That's right, AJ. said...

Clever title, buddy. I replied to your comments in my most recent posting, in order to force you to read it. Hey, I am gonna get a steak soon. I am so excited.

 

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