Tuesday, July 19, 2005

The weight is gone and I can breathe again!!!

I have just finished the mountain of forms that it requires to get financial aid for school and I feel FREE!!!!! I can breathe, my spell of moodiness and detachment from the outside world is gone. My mind doesn't feel cluttered and I don't want to bite the head off of or blow up everyone that talks to me anymore. What a wonderful feeling this sense of .... of.... FREEDOM!! ( a melody plays in the background and animals dance or something) Now that I have come out of my horrible stupor of moodiness and worry I have someone I need to apologize to for worrying her and upsetting her pretty little head.

Vickery my most beautiful and vuluptous la boom boom I am sorry that I've been such a monster lately. I've been detached and floating off on Jupiter somewhere. (the weather is nice there despite that large tornado) Our conversations have consisted of you trying to talk and me trying to escape all hints of a serious conversation. I don't exactly know why I've been so crazy lately. Maybe subconcious stress from school and loans, maybe needing time to myself, but in any case I'm sorry for the way I've made you feel.

I still love you and always will and as always am forever thankful to God for giving me such a lovely person as you to drool over. Your beautiful,smart,funny,cute,sexy,faithful,truthful,magnificent and a saint for putting up with me all the time. I love you sooooooo much! Thank you for the confidence you put in me and the courage I feel when your around. I couldn't make someone more compatible if I studied on how to do it for years and years. You give me stability,laughter,beauty, and a lot of the time logical reason that I seem to lack.

I just want to say Thank you for loving me and putting a level of happiness in my life that I thought was made for stories and fat kids who get to eat a whole crate of chocolate themselves. I love you and hope that this apology is sufficient to see your smiling face again.

thingsareinteresting.blogspot.com does not feel the least bit ashamed to publicly apologize on the world wide web to his wonderful girlfriend who has the cutest butt ever. If your girlfriend was as awesome as mine you would be willing to drop you foolish man pride and make her happy too! So there. Also, please keep reading my blog, thank you.

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